I am in Charge of My Own Writing


As 2013 starts, it is traditional to write down writing goals and I am doing that. But I am also pondering the fact that I am in charge of my own writing, and that is a double-edged sword.

As 2012 drew to a close, the Congress was debating fiscal matters, trying to prevent the country from falling off a so-called fiscal cliff. As much as I might care one way or another, it was all out of my hands. I voted for a Congressman and for a President. But beyond that, the decisions were not a part of my daily life.

My writing, however, rests squarely on my own shoulders. Will I write today? (Duh!) What will I write–today? That isn’t President Obama’s business, it’s mine.

In the amazingly relevant book, ART AND FEAR, Bayles and Orland say that we daily face a specific fear: “. . .–the fear that your fate is in your own hands, but that your hands are weak.” (p. 3)

For me, the overriding drive isn’t the fear of failure, it is the fear of never-having-tried. I don’t want to hit 100 years old and look back and regret that I never tried. Tried what? The stories that scare me, that I think I am too weak, too bad a writer to pull off, too inadequate to tell such a moving story.

I don’t know what I will write this year, there are many factors to weigh. But one of those is the need to accept the challenge of telling stories that are important to me–even when I am terrified of trying. That’s my only goal for 2013: to write with more courage and determination than ever before. Because I am in charge of my own writing.

What story have you been too scared of writing? What story did you think you could NEVER write? Let’s do it together this year!

  • M. Lathan
    January 2, 2013

    Thanks for this post. Truly touched me. Just posted my debut novel on amazon and my hands were feeling incredibly weak. At some point during every week I am grateful that I subscribed to this blog :)

  • Stephanie Bearce
    January 2, 2013

    Excellent challenge! I accept!

    January 2, 2013

    Thanks for the food for thought. Very timely as we plan goals and find methods to hit our targets! I accept the challenge! Thanks for this perfect post!

  • Kim Taylor-dileva
    January 6, 2013

    I made the same EXACT goal this year! Great minds think alike. :)